Today me

Hey dad look at me
think back and talk to me 
did i grow up according to plan?

do u think i'm wasting my time
doing thing i wanna do
but its hurt when u disprove all along

and now i tried hard to make it
i just want to make u proud
i never gonna be good enough for u
i can't pretend that i'm alright
and u can't change me

coz we lost it all
nothing last forever 
i'm sorry i can't be perfect
now its just too late
and we can't go back i'm sorry
i can't be perfect

i tried not to think 
about the pain i feel inside
did you know that 
u used to be my hero?

all the days u spent with me
now seem so far away
and it's feel like 
u don't care anymore

and know i tried hard to make it 
i just want to make u proud
i never gonna be good enough for u
i can't stand another fight
and nothing's alright

nothing's gonna change the things that u said
and nothing gonna make this right again
please don't turn your back
i can't believe its hard just to talk to u
and u just don't understand