Make over

I make over my living room and my laundry area.

I made a video about it but i cant post here.shy2.haha

Living area

Laundry area

Kitchen area

This floor is not ready yet...but mls cari skirting ...

Isn't it beautiful?hehe

I bought new phone and im not used to it yet.susah nk tulis blog ni.

Ok see u next time!

My Birthday 2020

I really LOVE it so much!

I did'nt expect to have this.

I feel like im a shaverrr..haha

Thank you sayenggg...😘 sket..haha

Pandora 

Move on tak semudah diucap

Dear awk,

Almost 9 years.

Berapa banyak kali saya dh cuba untuk move on.mengelak dari pandangan mata awk.tp setiap kali sy cuba menjauh,sy rasakan awk cuba mendekat.

Sampai satu masa sy penat tuk terus mencuba melupakan.sy ikot rasa hati.mana yg blh mengembirakan sy..sy teruskan walau ada prasaan salah dlm diri.

Tapi hal ni jadi makin xbtl.sy selfish.hanya kisah tentang perasaan sendiri.kadang kala sy terasa hati ni terlalu rumit untuk sy sendiri kawal.

Betul lah tak semua apa yang kita nak walau ada depan mata tu kita akan dapat.byk kali sy seolah tertanya kenapa bukan kita?pedih rasa di hati dengan prasaan ni.

Sy nak sgt bila sy pandang awk, awk xrespon and tawar segala rasa dihati ni agar mudah utk sy.

Rumitnya sy rasa skrng.

Setiap hal yg kita inginkan dlm hidup kita xsemuanya akan dapat. Sy nak hidup tanpa beban dihati. Sy masih tetap terus berusaha.. Jauhi saya utk kita.

Umur sy dah banyak...

I usually write when i feel sad

Its almost 2am.i dont feel want to sleep.yes my eyes are sleepy but im not sleepy yet.i bored.

During MCO, what i did?

Sleep during night only
Cook viral thing
Eat until fat
Working at home
Painting toilet and 2nd room
Shopping at shoppee and lazada
Assemble tv cabinet
Install curtain whole house
Planting bayam,kari and pokok hiasan
Cleaning my house

Then repeat again and again

I really2 tak suka these things

Watching movie or any drama except tv only
Playing game
Eat cake



Im all alone after my sister went back to kampung on 10th May.

Im happy,sad,lonely,stress and feel normal too.

I dont speak with someone else for 3 days..4 weeks to go..

I miss my father.but i do nothing.

Hah apa nk buat lagi?

I admitted for first time in my life

I kene rashes all my body..today is my 5th day...gatal waktu tertentu and im panic..

Being warded for the first time in my life is not something cool..but i actually feeling lega coz my doctor monitor me.i tak demam.xsakit..just rashes all over my body..

4 times ulang alik ke klinik then akhirnya i mntak refer letter to hospital..until now i rasa i xnampak mana surutnye even doctor ckp ada surut sikit.

Doctor cakap root cause xtahu..but the condition is i got eczema!pelik..tp tula result die after blood test..allergic with IPE reading 806..usually the reading is below 100 doc ckp..this is very high.

Doc suruh after this kene make sure cadar i change everyweek.. no dust..change towel frequently, dont get too sweat, dont drink lemon,dont do detox anymore,dont diet coz u are thin already!omg all factors doctor sebut coz i told him all the activity yg i buat last week!

Last week byk benda i xbiasa buat i buat..
1. Ate sushi
2. Consumed liver detox that need to eat epsom salt,lemon,olive oil and apple cider vinager
3. Workout at gym
4.play footgolf
5.rumah i mmg debu lately but i had hanged the cadar amd tower last week.

So the root cause might be one of this or combination of this that triggered the allergic to come out like fire to my skin!

I worried..really like ada parut ke nanti?boleh ke baik?and so on..takot.

I duk ward sorang2..at sunway medical centre..relaks but risau with my skin..




Oh forgot..i finally got my master result and completed..blh la convo nanti..

Moga i cepat baik..skin kembali normal..amin...

My start on 2020

Hi,

Lama i tak type coz i busy gile dengan thesis i...

After abis presentation on my thesis i flew ke hatyai holiday with my friends..

Then balik busy gile coz nak betulkan my thesis and at the same time, my first task at work just started..

Then now im on the diet programme..it takes about 6 weeks to finish..hopefully i lost the max weight as i can...

Today i suddently teringat my blog..i miss nk type nk put some pic but i mcm rasa all the story dah basi..

Today also in my first time i emosi with my boss coz die nk mrh i sgt kan.i terus diam and he said to my friend that i dah majuk ngan die.tula i geram td.nk sgt i diam kan rasakan!

Hopefully esok dah ok...

But lusa lg penting...result my last semester is coming out!takot gileer....harap i lulus semuanya..amin...amin..amin...