Sabah bah again~

Sebulan sy outstation ke Sabah.17 Nov sampai lah 17 dec. saya ada 4 weekend kat sana.so sy cete apa sy buat masa weekend ok.

1st weekend :

Sabtu  - saya pegi pasar jual2 ikan n beli ikan sotong n udang tuk masak.
Ahad - Tido je 1 ari..malam baru g mall depan apartment tuk refresh minda.haha

Boring gila....

2nd weekend:

Sabtu - 1 borneo. dari KK naik chartered bus (free) ke 1 borneo..1 ari dekat mall n tgok wayang.

The largest shopping complex in East Malaysia

Ahad - Pegi Pulau sapi and Manukan utk snorkeling mandi laut n sea walking tp sea walking cancel sbb air berkocak..so kitaorg pegila main parasailing...RM250 utk 4 orang..Naik bot RM 120 skali ngan snorkeling equipment and tourist guide. haha.

Jernih kan..bg ikan makan (Sy tudung biru)

ni parasailing.ok best benor ketinggian ini..haha

Yuhuu..lambai sikit

3rd weekend:

Sabtu : sy pegi Kudat (Tip of borneo).cantik gila laut yg sememangnya tidak tercemar.. 3.30 jam drive ke sana..sy yg drove.sewa kreta sehari RM100.malam tgok wayang.

 Jenih gila laut ni

Kudat Tip of Borneo

Kudat 

Ahad: sy pegi pulau sapi lagi utk sea walking..hehe.Naik bot RM25 and Sea walking sorang RM150..balik tu our adik yg bawak boat tu bawak jalan2 pegi tgok rumah dia kat atas laut (org Bajau katanya)

 Sea walking

 Ikan depan muka

Siap dapat sijil ok..haha nama siap atas tu

 ni rumah budak yg bawak boat tu..siap offer jalan2 atas rumah tu

ni kedai runcit..;)

4th weekend:

Sabtu -  sewa kereta saga RM90 pegi jalan2 Sabah (Tuaran,Menggatal, Tg Aru n mcm2 la).Siap pegi muzium lagi..haha then makan lokan bakar n minum kelapa bakar n jely dalam kelapa lepas tu balik KK singgah beli iakn masin kering 1 kotak.haha..

 Muzium..rumah apa ntah dah lupa

 Macam peta Sabah kan

 Air kelapa bakar (Rasa panas je ) RM3

 Jelly kelapa dalam kelapa RM4

Lokan bakar RM10 (Sederhana besar)

Pasar ikan masin rembat skotak..haha

Ahad - Pegi gaya street n jamilah for final shopping..

Gaya street -  Jalan kaki je kesini dekat

Ada org main alat muzik..mcm2 ada jual

saya beli kopi Tenom ni kawan kirim

ni ha tempat jual mutiara katanya asli la

rambang mata tgok..huhu

last pic:

latoh namanya...saya suka makan ni.hehe

oklah pnjang benor gambarnya...next place..JOHOR BAHRU this January..:)

Roh siapa?

Assalamualaikum...ketahuilah.

*sy xhalalkan.

Im bit stress

Menjadi orang tengah bukan lah perkara yang mudah.lama2 jadi pening srabut geram stress n effecting my mood.

They dun want to listen.
They only want to decide.
To show the power.
To make others listen to them.

For me violence against children is just a rubbish way to solve the problem.

saya sedang bermasalah.masalah keluarga.saya rasa down.stress.serabut.geram.mcm2.its not my fault.saya sedang berusaha untuk mencari jalan terbaik tp seolah2 tiada jalannya.

Untuk menyalahkan satu sama lain memang mudah.semudah point yang dicari..tetapi jalan penyelesaiannya akan wujud dimana setiap ego diletakkan ketepi utk seketika.

Saya xtahu mcm mana ending dan penyelesaian nya setakat ini.Buntu!

Kami yang sedang berusaha....


eUdA u make my day (yesterday)

Shopping aje

Last month sy kene pegi team building..pastu sy mengada2 la nk beli bag baru ..kononnya bag yg sy ada semuanya besar2..so i need small bag tuk muatkan baju tuk 3 ari outstation...ni yg saya beli...

Miss T RM69.90 (Buy 1 free 1 same price)

Bajet2 cute la sgt kan...hahaha

Last week saya outstation ke kuantan..masa aktiviti team building tu..jam sy masuk air..so sy belilah jam baru...

Ni jam sy beli kat Groupon yg masuk air tu..color hitam

Ni jam sy beli kat kuantan

Casio RM150

Sy ada shopping lagi...kain pasang cotton nk buat baju kurung..yla nk wat kai g ofis..sbb baju sy mcm dah boring je..haha.tp xjahit g..nnti dah siap baru sy upload..

im back

Im single n im ok!

Mintak maaf hati sbb terbuai oleh mimpi desprate 4 weeks ago..hahaha.


Live my life.

saat hati mula lemah

Sy kt kuantan skrng.for the first time sy rasa terganggu disebabkan perasaan suka.knp sy jenis mudah marah dan plg teruk mudah menerima alasan?

Sy sedang menunggu alasan...
Hati sy nak bertahan...
Naluri sy mintak bersabar...
Akal sy mahu melupakan...

Sy sedang lemah pd perasaan ini...

*ASMI

SYABAS!

Are u there?

Sy sedang berhenti ke?

Sy sedang menunggu ke?

Sy sedang bertahan ke?

Sy rasa susah hati

Sy rasa rimas

Sy rasa terganggu

Sy nak  mencuba

Sy rasa suka

Sy rasa berharapan

Tapi sy rasa LEMAH

*SYABAS!

:'(

Ya Allah....

I feel so cruel
I miss him so much

Missing someone is a gift...
But really...its hurting

I'm sad.. Why him?
Please erase from mind n heart
May Allah ease...

EUDA  

Unexpected

I nk cete apa2 je psl minggu ni...xsangka yang......

First :

Isnin tu office i celebrate raya...so kitaorg kene prepare booth masing2 by zone dlm office tu..yela jemput CEO dtg...so kene la well prepared..zone i decided nk buat family theme....n bunga2...the best part is..i blaja buat bunga tissue dlm internet then ajar balik kat diorng cara2 nak buat..mostly yg buat bunga tu adalah LELAKI ok...seni sgt..minat diorng melebihi pompuan..hahaha..here the steps:

Ni yang kitaorg buat smpai 2 kotak tissue habis

Tampal kat ranting pokok..budget2 korea sgt...haha

(Tangga bagai deco booth zone lain)

Kawan i cakap...xsangka Haida pandai buat bunga..nampak gaya hampeh xde langsung seni bunga2...hahaha.choi..girlish sgt!

2nd:

Pada hari tu jugak i ditugaskan tuk beli lemang kat umah i 20 batang for this celebration.So ahad mlm tu i beli la lemang tu...pakcik tu pulak xbungkus lemang yg panas2 tu dgn surat khabar n just letak dlm plastik...that time my mum ada dtg KL..so i pegi amik lemang tu n my mum ckp better bawak naik atas n kita bungkus sendiri pakai surat khabar.So i pun ok la..bawak naik lemang tu from car to my home..my mum n i bawak la naik atas then kitaorg bungkus n my mum letak dlm 3 plastik bag balik after bungkus.

Pagi tu i pun decided la nk bawak lemang tu turun dr umah i tingkat 19 dgn 2x ulang alik la sbb berat...tunggu punya tggu lif penuh..ada 3 lif tp 2 rosak.that time i dah lambat...dah kul 7.10..mana sempat kalu i terus tunggu...lif tu ok je b4 ni ttba hari tu jugak die nk rosak dh la i nk kene bawak lemang 20 btg tu.

Masa tu i xleh tggu dah...i rasa i dalam situasi terdesak....u know what?i baawak lemang 20 btg tu turun dgn 3 plastik bag pakai tangga.dari tingkat 19 smpailah tingkat 2 parking kreta.Gila i berjaya bawak lemang tu turun skejap je..berat nak mati!!!smpai tngkat 2 i terus xlarat.bawak kete xleh angkat tangan sbb cramp.gila kan... 3 hari i sakit 1 badan.

The hampeh thing is dah la i kai baju kurung..angkat lemang cam gila.Raya sgt!!!Ni baju i kai yg i beli kat sabah...buat raya je la..mls nk beli baju lain.

Ni yang i design nk tempah...tp xdapat mcm i nak..

ni costume jadi hulk angkat lemang sorang diri...hahaha

3rd:

Khamis 28 August

Hari tu ada meeting unit...meeting tuk bgtau plan kerja i for next financial year..my company punya financial year is 1/9 smpai 31 /8...so maknanya 1/9 adalah tahun baru la..thats y la kitaorg meeting for plan kerja stahun akan datang...My bos dah decided letak i dgn manager baru..transformasi kotnya..dulu i dgn manager i yg garang tahap suka marah2 dgn kuat n suka bebel sakit telinga...tp i ok je...hahaha.So tahun ni i dgn manager yg sempoi la..nice je...semua plan team i kene outstation..1 je x...(Pahang,Sabah,Johor Bharu, Kluang,Perak n Selangor)..i excited gila sbb i suka outstation...hehehe...xyah iron baju keje..anta je dobi..xyah lipat baju basuh baju..senang cete xyah buat keje umah.hahaha

Apa yg xsangkanya??lupa lak..ni ha..my team ttba celebrated my birthday ...beli cake...waaaa touching...every year sambut birthday i..nice diorng ni...bos manager team thank you!

Yum2..sedap cake ni..kalu nak ada kat secret receipe (Vanila Strawberry)

Hehe..ok i segan...

Ok lah...actually i taip ni on 30/8..tp i sambung yg i taip on 28/8..arini xkuar n mls...okla..happy weekend!

SELAMAT HARI MERDEKA!

On leave

Yes, i'm still on leave!
from 25 July 2014 until 11 August 2014
The best thing is...it's not effecting my leave and my salary!
Coz i'm using my off in lieu
Very duniawi...haha

I came back to  KL on  7th August
Drove about 6 hours alone
Its not the point here

U know what
This time
I have money
I have time
I have free movie ticket
I have no boyfriend

Yea..very good combinations to feel so boring

I dun like to hang out with someone i'm not comfortable
I dun like to pretend to be happy with someone i'm not

very boring like.....(u tell)

Yesterday...
I told my bestfren what i felt...
But he said 'UJIAN KITA BERBEZA'
I was so touched!



CopImissU

Counting Days!

Its not about my wedding day.its not my salary day.its not about my birthday.its not about raya too...im counting here to go back to my permanent office!

I feel so 'nothing' here.went there, going there.follow team.meet everyone who i really2 dun even know.asked if there any job to join..it is soooo PATHETIC!

I want my own position...i'm boring and sometimes not confortable with this 'Job Attachment'.Yes they sending me here to expose me with the new working enviroment at operation site as an engineer.its very2 good since i have been exposed with the job that i'm audited last time.

But! this is not my current position.this is not my place.i'm hanging here.just follow whichever team i wanted.i need to be shameless by asking everyone where are the ongoing site for me to join.

I pretend to get close

I pretend to smile

I pretend to show my interest on their job

I pretend by saying that i'm willing to follow them

I pretend i like to work on weekend

I pretend i like to work at nite

Yes,I'm Pretending!

I put all my effort to join them

I worked at nite

I worked on weekend

I worked with mostly guys

I tried to understand what they are doing

I went to site during fasting (Panas + dahaga gileerr)

Yes,i'm almost tired!

12 working days , 2 weekends to go!

I'm not saying that i hate this Job Attachment...but i need my real job actually.Wherever i go,i do its depends on me to handle and decide.So many thing to worry.eventhough im free here...no one care where i go...what im doing..but,this is not my place.i need my real position.

Ok,actually this is not so bad compared to my real job with my moody manager....hehehe...but mybe i just..miss my office...i miss my friend..i miss my table..i miss my heels...i miss my kurung...i just miss my past 3 years life style.

Thats all maybe..

i think my grammar is soooo terrible...so go die who care!hahaha

I am who I am

I dun have amazing figure or flat stomach.I am far for being considered as a model.I eat food.I have more fat than I should.I have scars that telling my history.I dress simple and I go without make up everytime.

I have friend .I have family.I have job.I dun mind paying the meal.Some people love me.some like me.some hate me.I dun pretend to be someone I am not.U can love me or not.If I love u, I do it with all my heart. But once I feel I am being avoided, I won't bother u anymore.

My name is Haida

Buy for me...

This dress is so cantik gila..tp mahal nak mati..uwaaaa.kalu sy jumpa corak kain n jenis kain silk ni...sy buat byk2 sy jual.hahaha

 

Cantik kan..

 

Harga?

$230.00 +$20.00 (Postage)

Menangis lepas convert to MYR!
Ok cost postage je mampu..haha.baik beli aircond!

 

http://www.annahariri.com

 

 

 

Kamal?

Sekarang saya kat ofis.Sepatutnya pegi site tgok battery checking tp cancel.

Tp tau x tetiba saya...saya...saya..

SAYA RINDU KAMAL

 

teringat MOHD KAMAL BIN SAMAH

 

saya rasa saya salah eja..ntah.lantak la.

 

 

Saya dah kenapa?Gila?aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa mengong tul.dah bertahun2 kot.Shuh2...semak pale.

 

 

P/s: Ensem lak engineer yg lalu depan ni...hahahaha





Mybebear

Arini sy dpt hadiah 

best..besar..lembut..; D

 Apa dlm kotak ni...

Aiyak...terpenyek

Yeay bearbear  :)

Yang ni duk sini...

Tgok...awal2 dah conquer katil saya

Aah...sy suka bear...nak wat cmne...bukan sengaja nak suka...

Mekasih "abang long" bg ni

Ni cyg nih..hehehe

Sy happy gila..hahaha

Too far

I feel bad for what I did to you
I should not involved in your life
I must avoiding you
Looking at their faces reflects my sin
Im sorry
Im sorry
Im sorry
I won't repeat , please
:(

Pinky

Kenapa haaaaa asik beli brg color pink je..bese suka purple..tp kenapa haaa suka pink pulak dah..jgn smpai BELOT pd purple!

Handbag Hush Puppies 

Rm130.00 (after less)

 Power bank Samsung

Rm130 (after less)

Kemeja Padini

Rm29 (after less)

Pink blue Rm50 (4meters)

Pink green BND18 (2meters)

Ok penyapu pun nk pinkkk!!!

Rm9.90 (xde less)

Byk bnda g beli color pink...bilik kt kampung pun color pink purple!Haha makin la makin menjadi2 pinkynyeee..tlg r..knp knp knp? GIRLISH sangattt!!!